“It’s like I can’t stand to see anybody frown. I simply don’t care to have anybody feeling down and out, glum, dejected, or even remotely blue. I feel guilty for their sadness, as if I could have saved them.”

“It’s impossibly to please everybody, you’ll run yourself into the ground faster than you can count to seven. You’ll end up feeling down and out, glum, dejected, and more than remotely blue. Your guilt will be your demise.”

“I’ve thought about that, but hearing the despair in all of their voices makes my skin crawl. I don’t know what’s better… Letting go of them or letting go of myself?”

THEM VS US

August 30, 2010

It’s probably for the best, we say. They think they have it all figured out, but we know better than their too much. We know what’s right. And we know what’s wrong. We have been there, and we have done that. They’re still going over there to do that and coming back here to do this; always one step behind us. Because we know right from wrong, because we are almighty. Because we make all the rules, yes? They won’t suspect us, they won’t even catch a glimpse. Only we know what is right for them to do because as mentioned, we are almighty. The almighty of their lives without them even realizing.

We are the spinal cord of their brain stem. We are the oxygen in their lungs. We are in their veins and they still don’t appreciate all we do.

“Filled with adventure”

August 30, 2010

How can something be filled with adventure? Unless it’s a plane ticket to an unknown destination. Even then, the plane ticket isn’t filled with adventure, it will surely lead you to adventure, but it’s impossibly for a piece of paper to be adventurous. I’d prefer to think of adventure as something that comes out of the human and into the situation, you can only make adventure when there is the possibility for it. Which is always. Throw your plane tickets aside and fly across the ocean on your own.

Mind Fuck

August 26, 2010

Mind wanders, things slip, where was I again? The GROCERY STORE? Oh right, the movie theater. With you, sweet innocent you. I like that. Mind fuck, wander slips, where are we going? and where have we been? This headache is killing me, I’m only a little confused. it’s okay. Right, we’re back here, I like this place with you. You make places and things have a glow to them again. almost as if you enchant the world around me with your touch. I wonder if I’ll be enchanted by your touch. I hope I am. Don’t lose me again. I’m going. I’ve disappeared. i’m gone.

Narcissism

August 24, 2010

YUS YOU ARE AMAZING, YUS YOU KNOW IT ALL, YUS YOU HAVE GORGEOUS EYES AND AMAZING SIZE ZERO, YUS YOU’RE TOO SMART FOR YOUR OWN GOOD, YUS YOU ARE THE BEST KIND OF FRIEND, YUS YOU ARE A DELIGHT TO BE AROUND BECAUSE YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD PERSON, YUS YOU LOVE YOURSELF, AND YUS I’M SICK OF IT.

Anything is possible! You can achieve! Do the right thing, see the golden rules, and live by the Christian bible! Yes, we all can be good people in this day and age by downgrading our beliefs to mold with theirs, by eating what we see is fit for models (and not queens), and by following Oprah’s book list! Such golden rules apply to the norm of our day and our age which only can lead us in the direction of truth and happiness!

Nostalgic rainstorms

August 19, 2010

“You want another one?”

“Nah, I’m going out. Being out in the rain is better than being stuck in here. I’m sick of this scenario. This situation. This event. Your event.”

“Suit yourself. Take an umbrella.”

“Who needs it. I want to become the cloudy sky and shrivel up with the raindrops that disappear on windshields. I want to trickle down my bedroom window while you guys watch me melt away while the sun comes back out. I want a sopping wet cigarette that takes an hour to burn because the rain is too beautiful to not adore, to not dance in, to not enjoy. Take your own umbrella, take hold of your own life, then talk to me, I am the rain.”